let's tell them all.

Let's take the train to anywhere

I wanna feel the wind in my hair with you.

Let's tell them all, that soon they'll know

How very wrong they were to think we'd never go,

And if you tell me yours I'll tell you mine

And we will clean the cobwebs out of one anothers minds.

Don't ever say you've tried to leave me in this life

Don't ever say you've tried for the last time.

We'll get a house where the trees hang low and pretty little flowers

On our window sill will grow

We'll make friends with the milk man and the butcher Mr. Timms

Will give us discounts when he can,

And if you tell me yours I'll tell you mine,

And we will clean the cobwebs out of one anothers minds.

Don't ever say you've tried to leave me in this life

Don't ever say you've tried for the last time

Don't ever say you've tried to leave me in this life

Don't ever say you've tried to leave me in this life

Don't ever say you've tried for the last time...

wake uppp

well, before i went to sleep last night, i was expecting a text. and waited 15 minutes before i turned my phone off and slept.

when i woke up this morning, all it said was

'you know'.

and i was like...wtf obviously i don't know or else i wouldn't have asked and waited up way later than i had wanted to just to read that.

so thanks for that.

also, i woke up at six this morning to go to the gym, and i was in the WORST MOOD EVER.

partially because of the text, partially because i don't know why....so that was pretty cool too...

on the bright side, im wearing a giant lion on my bright yellow shirt.

dope.

rip, dog.

goodbye, reebok.

rip.

:'(

you've been my puppy for 15 years. i'll miss you.

hello, its been awhile.

well now hellooo its almost been two weeks since i've updated you..

probably because nothing exciting has happened in the past two weeks.

except for grad kidnapping, which went very well, may i add :)

it was pretty fun, and now all we have to do is wait for the boys to kidnap us :)

hollaaaa.

also, grad car wash was on mothers day, and although i got quite burnt, it has turned into a tan. :)

just in time for it to get rainy and cloudy and for me to lose it. yeah.

thats whats up.

yeeuppp.

so although i have been hitting the standup beds, i think i may go for a spray tan...

cause i want to..

yeuuppp.

anndd i think thats it.

OOHHH and phoebie got her tattoo today and i got to go with her and she said it hurt a lot and i like it.

AND jake's sister had her baby and her name is Kairi and she is pretty and i like her. :)

sooo, yes. that has been all thats been up with me.

which is just divine.

and i think its time for my tatttooooooo asap.

also, reebok is getting put down on friday, and im kind of a wreck, and i don't want it to happen, but i know its for the best, and its really sad to me. like, im super broken up about it. but hopefully i can get his pawprint as a tattoo. and i don't care if you think its stupid, i like it, because i've had him since i was a baby.

soo you can just go suck it.

xoxo

gossip girl

what comes next?

I don't know what I've done

Or if I like what I've begun

But something told me to run

And honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my head

Little voices whispering

That I should go and this should end

Oh and I found myself listening

Cause I don't know who I am, who I am without you

All I know is that I should

And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you

All I know is that I should

Cause she will love you more than I could

She who dares to stand where I stood

See I thought love was black and white

That it was wrong or it was right

But you ain't leaving without a fight

And I think I am just as torn inside

Cause I don't know who I am, who I am without you

All I know is that I should

And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you

All I know is that I should

Cause she will love you more than I could

She who dares to stand where I stood

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call

You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all

But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you

This is what I have to do

Cause I dont know who I am, who I am without you

All I know is that I should

And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you

All I know is that I should

Cause she will love you more than I could

She who dares to stand where I stood

Oh, she who dares to stand where I stood

newsflash: people suck.

well, i'm off complaining again.

my blog is my happy spot.

i can't wait for grad kidnapping to be over. im so tired and sick of it, and alack and alas, it has all fallen on me. shiiiieeeettt.

frick. there's people who still haven't been chosen yet, and im stressed about that.

and people who refuse to kidnap, cause they're stupid hoes.

also, this night is for the guys to drink and get drunk and have fun.

if you are driving up there, don't you think you might not want to drink?

or, even have found someone to drive that won't be drinking before today?

honestly people are being selfish.

i don't know everything. you can figure some things out yourself. like holyyy get over it.

also, i never really liked you in the first place, but you'd think since i organized your kidnapping, you'd be a bit more polite about taking some freaking wood up there. dumbfuckkkk.

holy i feel like everyone's starting to just get super pissy with me, but seriously, figure shit out for yourself.

im sorry if i hurt your feelings when i told you to find someone else to drive your car down. seriously.

gah. people, you suck.

arghjdfkasjfdhgklhdsakj. fackers.

and because some people are stressing me out im getting mad at people i wouldn't get mad at before, so i apologize to you for that. :)

annndd yep.

lets get outta dodge.