batteredsuitcase

batteredsuitcase

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

this time,baby, i'll be bulletproof.

wtf. so many things to rant right now.

#1- what is your problem? seriously. what did i do to you? i don't have any idea why you felt a need not to tell me or invite me or anything. and there were people there you don't even talk to. that made me feel awesome. so what, were you trying to hide it? is that why theres pictures? yeah, good job of that. that's fine. i knew we weren't that close anymore. and now i know we never will be. so good luck. i'm done.

#2- yeah, i have trust issues. of course i wonder if you've liked other people. you're going to need to learn that when i get that way, us getting in a fight isn't the greatest. so if you could be a little more understanding after everything thats happened, that'd be sweet. so thanks for that. you know i love you, you know i want to trust you, but you know i just can't sometimes. i'm gonna have a hard time with things, and i'm gonna need you there to make it better. thats part of love. i need you to know i'm trying to trust you. i'm trying not to care. but part of me being able to trust you is you being able to open up to me. 'i'm fine' isn't an answer, sometimes. i'd like to know HOW YOU'RE DOING. so thanks.

#3- okay, jokes can be funny. but not when they're rude. i'm friggin sensitive as hell. i understand you probably don't know that cause we haven't really been good friends since a while ago, but still. can't you see it in my face? if we're talking, be serious sometimes. please just stop joking around. one of these days i'm going to cry, and you won't know what to do. so take a minute, think about what you're doing, and don't say something funny. just once.

#4- it's really nice to know that some people will always be there for me. so thanks for those people who have been and always will be.

and now that i am finished ranting, i feel much better.

--love.

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