ranting.

okay, so no, we DIDN'T actually see each other yesterday, that was a couple days ago. and sorry if i want to see you more than once in a couple of days? is it really that big of a hassle to put up with me for that long? then why are we still here? also, you said you'd be there, so you should be there. i'm sorry, i'm calling bullshit. it takes at least an hour and a half, just driving. so making those plans knowing what you had just told me, thats slightly upsetting. sorry if this is stupid. it is me, after all, most things i say are stupid, right?

also, yeah, i'm gonna be concerned that those were face down. its kind of sketchy, when they're all in one place like that, face down instead of standing up. i don't care if you look at them every day, i don't care if you look at them at all. but it seemed to me like you were going out of your way not to look. obviously things are going to go through my mind if i see that, so thats pretty sweet.

maybe this needs some rethinking.

some reworking.

some something.