change.
i always knew that i never liked it, i'm actually quite bad with dealing with change. awful, really.
which is why i don't understand why it feels like i've changed, yet nobody else has, and i'm not okay with it.
i mean, you'd think that i'd like it, knowing that i have everything i had before i left. but nope. i'm actually quite annoyed with it. i just don't understand why nothing else has changed. why nobody else has changed. i mean, we graduated, too, so didn't you grow up a bit after that? i guess not...
i know, i shouldn't be so hard on people. i've experience a lot the past few months, and i can't expect everyone to understand how that feels.
but i'm sick of people.
really, its true, thats how it is.
i'm not okay with everything going back to the exact same way that it was before i left. seriously.
grow up a bit.
mature a bit.
talk to me a bit.
share your feelings a bit.
just...a little bit of change???
that would be nice.
i know, this was a whole rant that was useless, because i can't expect people to change, when nothing in their life has. but still.
i just want to run away to somewhere and travel for long long looonnnggg amounts of time. that would be nice.
thank you and goodnight.
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